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Blogs > babysgotblueeyez > Life as I Know It

All fucked up....  

babysgotblueeyez 60F
678 posts
2/14/2009 2:36 pm

Last Read:
2/20/2009 2:56 am
All fucked up....

That's how I feel about my life at this moment in time. It's been coming for a bit but is definitely at a peak today...Being Valentine's Day, I had hoped for some time with my S.O but no such luck. He made plans for last night with his mom & (no, I don't have a problem with that nor do I have a problem with not being included). My problem comes in that we've not seen each other since 1/16/09 and before that was 12/25/08. Granted, we talk on the phone every day but if I wantd to have a relationship with a phone, I'd find one that was more available and accessable.What kind of a "committed" relationship is seeing each other 1 every month or so and having sex every 4-5 months?? He says he's truly comitted to US as a couple for the long term. Then we never see each other.....And don't move forward with anything....Engaged? Nope...Living together? Nope...Date nite every week? Nope....
Don't let your past dictate who you are but let it part of who you will become.

~Blue~

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