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~PANIC ATTACK~
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~PANIC ATTACK~ Heart racing Breathing fast Air wont last Sweat Shaking Pulse racing Tears flow No control Gut twisting Mind misting Thoughts race Loss of grace Shame hits Body fits Try to explain All in vain How to describe the feeling inside Have to get out So want to shout Paralyzed Need to hide Gotta get myself outside No saftey there Still can't get air Involuntarily I swear Walk like a drunk All courage sunk What do they see One pathetic Me No control Panic struck Needing to duck Feel internally fucked Got to get home Be on my own Muscles stretched Wanting to retch Hit by a train Where the fuck is my brain Ran a long marathon Energy's gone Finally i limp home Hate being alone Needing you there Help calm my fear Feel like a fool Panic's so cruel Can't summon speech Overwhelming need to sleep Sorry I know how this scares With me laid out bare But i need you there My ear to your chest Your heartbeat's the best Please Don't be alarmed Cause you ARE my calm My sweet peaceful place Gives me back my grace You play with my hair My lungs fill with air So glad you are there My beautiful KEY I Adore you adoring me Panic has passed I am home at last  By Shazzi |
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Shazz you have put into words and onto the screen what I am sure so many of us can relate to, Ps have I ever said you should write a book,,,,,, Luv you from here xoxoxox
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*sigh* I can breathe! Awesome job! 
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Shazz you have put into words and onto the screen what I am sure so many of us can relate to, Ps have I ever said you should write a book,,,,,, Luv you from here xoxoxox I had to go to a meeting yesterday and TOTALLY fell apart.... Panic hit, it's been a while since i had a big melt down like this one, and it was just awful, totally embarrassing..... Can a person say "I'm so sorry" so much!?  I had to call my sis inlaw to help calm me down before i could drive home, then i went and visited my friend across the road to talk about anything, anything at all.... She showed me a DVD slide show of her grand kids, just beautiful. Exhausted i toddled across the road home, poured my melt down out to a friend and slept feeling safe again. I still feel a little drained and timid today but i'm home now. Yes you have mentioned a book a few times Hun. LOL   Maybe one day, ya never never know. Kissu  Shazzi
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*sigh* I can breathe! Awesome job! Thanks for stopping by Sensual.  Kissu Shazzi
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Much better now thanks Tires Hunni  Kisses From Down Under
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I'll make you a deal, you can have mine, i wont miss it at all! Kissu Shazzi
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My Sis inlaw and friend across the road where great when i went into full scale panic, but 'My Key' is ALWAYS Key when it comes to my calm and peaceful. Kissu Shazzi
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The panic expressed itself i just wrote it as i felt it, the only thing i left out was the dizziness from over breathing, even though i felt i had no air, and almost landing flat on my face in the middle of the city  Panic is such a disgusting out of control feeling.  Kissu Shazzi
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OMG  Hello Luvvy,i'm loving that you're here  What's going on, are you back??? Kissu Shazzi
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