i wonder how much longer ill keep posting on here
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Posted:Feb 2, 2006 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2007 11:47 am
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as i sit in my bedroom hiding from the pretentious lesbian who is here to visit someone else but would be irritating me as well if i wasnt hiding, I just sit back and watch the gender x change chat... mostly what i see is foul mouthed men pissing off the various types of girls causeing them to curse back, chances are only to be turning those who they are attacking on more. then i stop for a second and count up 4... 5... 6... this is the 6th different room ive been in with people who are basicly waiting for the room to catch into a good conversation. and wouldnt ya know it, now that no one is really bein entertaining the chat is runnin like a dream!
hmmm... i think this site has me hooked now but not the same way i get stuck on sites, this time instead of bein a chat addict ive become a blogger! somethin i have been tryin to get used to for months, so that i can hop on to the trend for my website so that no matter how much i keep the music goin ill still have new content... and of all of the possible bloggable optional topical ones i could have be the one to hook me, it had to be this one! the only one that i dont link to my website from  oh well i guess
but still i wonder if it will last or will i finaly stop procrastinating and end up too busy elsewhere to post on here?
who knows... ha ha ha
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oops
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Posted:Feb 2, 2006 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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oops pressed the button twice
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well... I guess ill close up shop for now...
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Posted:Feb 1, 2006 5:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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ive spend a good part of my afternoon clicking around and responding to this and that here and there... and... I guess it's time i get back to the real world, things start hoppin soon so at least i wont be bored no more (the reason i ended up here this afternoon in the firstplace)
anyway, so lastnight i accidentaly got invited to a network and realized, what's a network anyway? just some other screen names that say your popular on here... so too any other noob that happens to run across this if you want me to invite you just hit me up, maybe if a bunch of us get together and start some kind of massive "adding just for adding" kind of network we could put together an impressive list...
well... see yall next time, thanx for peekin at the freakin 
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im bored
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Posted:Jan 31, 2006 3:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2007 11:41 am
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I just decided to log on and read in different people blogs and magazine thingys... but im tired of that now... It's too bad, but I’m starting to think those guys who are always complaining about this place might have a lil bit of validity. I mean after all, on the lil spot with the newly added photo's section on the Gay Hookup Zone home page... why is it that there ain’t never any of the ugly girls on there? i mean, not to be disrespectful (also I’m not saying that they are below my standards, because i often fall for the girls that at first glance seemed ugly but then i realize she has pretty eyes or a great laugh or somethin and i cant figure out how i thought they were ugly) but there are girls who have bad pictures on this site! heck my pictures aren’t best... so what I’m wondering is, why don’t they show up on the main page? and who are these pretty girls who make it to that page... are they featured members? did they pay extra? some how i doubt it....
i love a good intrigue ya know ha ha ha
anyway, seeyas
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if anybodys been reading this
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Posted:Jan 28, 2006 8:44 pm
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2007 11:39 am
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My goodness! I sure have been moody the last couple of weeks. If you’ve been reading my blogs (chances are at the time of this post you haven’t since few have visited) then you have seen me bitch about how I’m unhappy with my own state(s) of mind...
now that I’ve had a couple drinks, and have a moment to sit back to take a look at the week, I understand my stress. had a very apocalyptic week. I am pretty sure my panic didn’t really help get things done. I guess I did get the value of letting out some emotions or something like that... there we go! there is my upside!
anyway I’m going to go ahead and post my picture on here finally of me as a chick... even though no one replies to my blogs usually (for now, establishing a blog takes time I would have to assume) so anyone who has stumbled across this entry who has paid attn to previous ones will get to see the difference
1niceguy2try edited for grammer upon sobering up enough to see how silly I sounded before
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dang chats!
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Posted:Jan 27, 2006 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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ya know, i really want to gain some attn the way i know best, which is chatrooms... but I cant do that in a chat that doesnt work right... I mean 2 refreshes every min? (and that's after setting it to 5second) how am i supposed to be a charming chat personality that gets the attn needed to at least find someone to chatter with ha ha ha
oh well... chances are after my month of money is done ill be ditchin this site anyway
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what a world
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Posted:Jan 24, 2006 9:44 am
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2007 11:37 am
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alright what the hell was wrong with me! ha ha ha i mean i go into the closet for a year or so only to come back out a frigid dork ha ha ha... I mean before my world fell apart I may not have been an attractive woman but i was a confident and bold one... I took risks and control... to me it was my job to take advantage of boys and spit em out cause if i didnt no one would show em how it feels.. I was jaded and i made sure it was reflected enough in what i did that no one mistook it for being a mean person...
then i get on here after turnin into some chicken shit fool who is too much of a pussy to talk about almoast anything and realize "duh" I am a powerful, indepandant, and influencial woman, and no amount of hiding will change that!...
I know this thing started out as me lookin to find some woman to teach me str8 sex as a boy, but it's quickly turnin out to be my path to recovering from bein a dork ha ha ha...
well see as it goes on... maybe im just a dork now who has a past... some how i doubt it...
(btw, if you read this and like um... wouldnt mind say hey... ill hit you back. I dont know anyone on here, and would like to have people i can talk casualy with because if imma pay 30bucks for a month of this place i better my moneys worth and get some friends too if ya dont hit me back that's ok... just thought i would ask)
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the start of a road that i dont even know how long the dang thing is!
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Posted:Jan 19, 2006 9:52 am
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2007 11:28 am
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you know before I start i think I am str8 up come out of a closet that vie generally ignored cause why express details on something you can let people misunderstand... here goes... I am a crossdresser... well actually I consider myself to be a transsexual but the self-punishing side of me feels that's too good for me since I started lying about my lifestyle, sexual preferences, and lots of other stuff... I mean I used to be one of those transgendered people who walk around in jeans but hair into a ponytail and leftover smudged mascara from the night before still showing a little just waiting, almost daring for someone to ask a question about it so I could go on and on about my shows I was doing and stuff ha ha ha...
now a days I don�t even admit that guys are hot to me (some, mostly black men actually but that's a whole other story) and even less that I am hot as hell in a skirt and heels as long as you can overlook my height ha ha ha
anyway so for my self punishment I call myself a temporary crossdresser (cause it seems I only dress up the times that a crossdresser would, which usually happens to be my only alone time so it usually includes masturbation... therefore only difference between me and a CD? the fact that I used to live full time as a woman I guess... ha ha ha...
Now that I got that out of the way ill kind of let you, the fine reader of this less than typical Gay Hookup Zone blog, know my hopes for what I can get out of this site...
I have only been sexually active with boys in the past (for those who are homo-std-phobic don�t worry I�ve been tested a few times since the last time I got laid, a couple years ago).
Boys are great, and they can tend to be very sexy. I cant tell you how much I melt when I got a guy who does the knight in shining pickup treatment for me especially when at the right events where I get to be the trophy girlfriend ** melts at memories ** but! of cores there is a downside to that same type of guy, with one set of traditions you can take some away but it's almost impossible to be sure you get the right ones, so the same guy who opens the car door for you is the guy who expects you to do his housework the next day and slaps you when he gets home cause it aunt done (even though you were at work all day too so how the hell could you do it?)
About... I don�t know, maybe 2 or so years ago I started thinking about how it had been a long time since I had downloaded any porn with lesbians in it and did it almost as a nostalgia thing... little did I know that I would react the same way that I did when I first started exploring into gay and transgendered porn! I mean you know how there are some times that masturbation can actually be so damn good you remember it like it was a hot night of sex or some junk? Oh yeah! this was one of those nights... since, when I get in the mood for porn I go str8 for trans-les videos almost every time... for the most part I usually have some other stimulant but since I don�t use porn regularly it tends to not get boring so I try to find all kinds of different things to get myself into the mood to play with myself if I don�t have anything new or easy to get... (It�s not hard {or well actually it is}, next best thing to porn is the kinky stuff in my head, sometimes it's hotter anyway! ** giggles **)
so after I had realized I basically didn�t even bother with porn with cast members butch-(more butch) then Ru Paul I started to give the idea of maybe even dating a girl a chance... problem is I wasn�t social at the time so it's taken a while later...
now here I am basically all but ready to throw in the towel to live a life of secret misery to save myself agonizing over the miserable issues plus the issue I agonize over, I�ve all but convinced myself to not only live full time again just kind of suddenly basically but also follow up with the legal and medical steps that I didn�t have the money for back then....
Still... boy or girl... I never did get the chance to see what it's like ** giggles and blushes ** I mean while I�ve had men climax inside of my mouth, yet still I�ve never so much as even had the chance to touch a woman in a sexual way (other then like truth-or-dare kisses as a , and when I went to a strip club for the first time a couple months ago)
So that's what I�m here for... I�m going to see if I can find a girl who would maybe even get off to something like this for that matter. I�ve been dreaming about what it would feel like that first time to put my excited probably too excited ha ha ha dick into the pussy of a woman for the first time... I know most people forget that wondering side of it, but for me... that's the hot part,. my hips rubbing against her thighs as she starts to get into it more and more forcing me to try to calm down a little before I blow too soon. But hopefully ill her off before I even get started by eating her out cause that�s the 64 million dollar question� will I have the natural talent and learn fast as I did with boys ** giggles ** >>! happym;
Anyway, so ill stop at that... I think this is more then enough info to really over-expose myself and what I�m here for to yall so that maybe I can stop worrying about seeming like some horny mindless guy, or the other direction like some unexpressed transvestite trying to get my rocks off of the panties ** giggles ** trust me, while I may tend to sound a tad eccentric in text form, I come across as being a lot more secret about my wild side in person (little do they know, my wild side ain�t so wild, just a bit off from the typical)
Bye,
Niceguy
[blog 1niceguy2try] edited this post on 1/22 for grammer, Im supprized anyone could read it before! ha ha ha ha
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but I am enjoying things and it's not so bad to pretend to be a guy.
