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Odd conversations and wanting what you don't want
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Odd conversations and wanting what you don't want I am starting to question my judgement and wish I would listen to myself when I say no. Since K's passing I have been sad and dare I say; needy. I don't want sex, I want to be held. Sadly in most cases men want sex before they will hold you. I even called my ex. Who does that?? He turned me down. Of course that made me decide I needed him back. I don't do well being told I am not wanted. So before I said or did something I would regret I ended the call. At least I still have half a brain. It's times like this I should be locked in a room with no way to communicate with the outside world. Needy does not look well on me. I am going to Seattle next month to participate in a charity walk with proceeds going to the research for the cancer that killed K. I should not be surprised at the outpouring of support from my friends in Seattle. Many of them are participating as well. |
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I know what your going thru. I lost my husband 3 years ago. I felted the same way I wanted to lock myself in a room and just stay there. But I knew that was not going to really help me. All I wanted was someone to hold me and talk to me but your right all the men I knew at that time just wanted SEX. They could care less what I was going thru. Just know there is someone out there that knows how your feeling and what your going thru. I can tell you your man K be with you in spirit. Remember all the great times and memories that you both had. I think its wonderful your doing the charity walk for research for the Cancer that took your K. God Bless you LadyTeddieBear 
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