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And Now ... It is time to move on.
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And Now ... It is time to move on. Basically. there comes a time when we all have to bury the past and then piss on the grave. The Drama around this site seems to just grow and grow and yet there is no clear cut reason for any of it? Is it jealousy? Fuck if I know what it is. Immaturity? Absolutely no idea here. What ever it is that causes it I just know it is damn sickening. This is the very reason I hate it. Because when it comes to visit me... No matter how hard I try to ignore... I finally give in and just blow the fuck up!!! I made my apologies to the parties that were suddenly offended at some comments I had made. I am truly sorry that it happened. I have no fucking idea what the comments were because during all the fun of tossing out comments I was basically labeled a......... sheep fucking gay midget stripper who seriously needed a make-over and was making wild love to mflater1 Yes indeed, During several HJT's and normal blogging days I was the butt of the majority of the jokes going around. My manhood has been butchered beyond belief. Did I get all mad and shit.. Not at all.. I just turned it on and joined the the heckling of ME. That's just who I am. I can take it a lot more than I dish it out. My main weakness is the fact that I am too fucking stupid to understand that very few people can play the same battle of wits at the level I can. Call me a Gay and instead of cussing you out I will just come back with something like ... "Well I tried it once but it left a bad taste in my mouth"..... I do not care what I am labeled because I am secure enough in who I am and what I do to be able to be the laughing stock. Right now I have no idea exactly who all have really been offended by comments made by me. My source states that at least a few people suddenly began wondering what the hell was up with me and why I was acting so... So.. Here is your answer... If you are one of the people who have decided that I have offended YOU.... Take a good hard look at the comments and cut downs and digs that you were tossing at me... Weigh them against the shit I was tossing back at you... See how the scale levels out. If you have been offended by me in the past I do apologize but I have lost too many nights sleep and shed too many tears over supposed friendships from here in the past and the ones shed today will be the last. I am burying the past and pissing on the grave.  I had a dream my life would be So different from this hell I'm living So different now from what it seemed Now life has killed the dream I dreamed    RAInBow |
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You can rest fully assured that I never took anything you said in a bad way. And I have indeed marveled at your own ability to "take it" when it comes to tolerating high levels of piss aimed your direction.  I've also had people take my actions around here completely the wrong way. I think you just have to continue being yourself with as much confidence and self respect as possible. And that in the bigger picture they will come to realize that you really are one of the good ones. insert exploding bomb image here
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Yo--Bardski... Ya see that pic of me.. right over there on your left? Ya know how many people think that's just pixels on a monitor? At last count... about 3.4 Here's the deal: FUCK 'EM! I know that's exactly what it is... and that's all that matters. You've known for years that this place (and most any other) is nothing much more than a repository of ashes--electronic mausoleums. You know it--I know it. You're ALWAYS gonna say something that someone ain't gonna like. That don't mean shit--not around here. Things get mis-stated all the time; and most of them don't make a freakin' bit of sense, anyway... if they even come out readable. I'm gonna give you some unsolicited advice (I suppose it's a holdover from my Ad Lines days): You gotta take EVERYTHING, around here... with a grain of salt. You remember what I told you back some years ago, how you need to be selective? How you need to take your time back into your own hands... and not worry about frequency of actions, and widespread involvements? It is more poignant now, than it was then. You can't control what others think of you--believe it! You can't even control what they think of themselves. All you can do is to say your piece (right, wrong or indifferent.) How in hell are you gonna get any kinda enjoyment from beatin' your head against a brick freakin' wall? And that's exactly what this place is--a brick freakin' wall. You can't take this shit to heart... and not expect it to leave a stink. You know this. Get back into being yourself; not who everyone else expects you to be. Those real-life peeps you think are out here, searchin' for ways of beatin' you down, like you were a freakin' goat-sucker cornered in some Puerto Rican graveyard?--they really are just pixels on a monitor. I've watched you dig and re-dig your own grave a dozen times, my good bud; and I've watched you piss on it, too. It's time to leave the grave diggin' to the zombies, and stroll on out of the graveyard. There's a tree right around that corner... waitin' for water. Have some fun--pinch some salt. If people get offended, and thay ain't willing to let you recant... stop dealin' with the fuckers. Friends don't let friends feel guilty; not for the petty-assed shit this place conjures up. One more thing, before I shut this sucker down for the night--as far as I'm concerned, you'll always be on the top of that Most Respected list. Believe it, my friend. Solar...
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damn...I find another GREAT writer and he leaves. How can this place do that to you? How can you let people you don't even know (really) get you so distraught. Solar said it best. Leave the graveyard to the Zombies. Keep doing what your soul knows you were born to do....write. Whatever happens good luck, and I'm sorry I didn't get to read more of you. Peace is my sister. wgf And please...the name is Bob...not clit.  watch [blog clitlick4you]
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really??? if you are an offender...i ma triple offender??? i got to be thrown in the jail??? lol... hehehe...i can't pee standing..but i am standing by you...and squirting all ova...ok??? love...
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Excuse me SWEETCHEEKS.. I only come read your blog hoping to get a glimpse of you PENOR..not for your writings..LOL JK..Let me say this to you..You can dish it and take it,you support people when you see they need it..You have humor and a easy going attitude..DO NOT CHANGE that..REPEAT DO NOT CHANGE A THING..got it? GOOD.  What Gag Reflex? I am A Cum Guzzler!   
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4/9/2011 10:39 am |
dear member, how about a free t-shirt to cheer you up? marc
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Hey, Marco... Where's the one you offered me 3 years back? Solar...
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dear member, how about a free t-shirt to cheer you up? marc  insert exploding bomb image here
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 I don't care WHAT is said, there's someone, some where who isn't going to 'get' it or will be offended by it. Blog on. And leave the twit-isms to the twits.
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4/9/2011 10:07 pm |
Hey, Marco... Where's the one you offered me 3 years back? Solar... Gut zol oyf im onshikn fin di tsen makes di beste. God should visit upon him the best of the Ten Plagues  "I have a 10,000-year-old brain and the boogers of a 7-year-old." - Charlie Sheen    
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You're still the same funny, sexy, and straight forward guy you've always been B. These things happen. Give it time - your friends will cool down. By the way  for the smile you put on my face with the email.
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Sonny... Be careful talkin' goats around Bardski. He still ain't got off the emotional rollercoaster he's ridin' as a result of the ones Header turned against him. Solar... BTW: I got a plague for ya, C-Dood.
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4/10/2011 1:20 am |
Sonny... Be careful talkin' goats around Bardski. He still ain't got off the emotional rollercoaster he's ridin' as a result of the ones Header turned against him. Solar... BTW: I got a plague for ya, C-Dood. "I have a 10,000-year-old brain and the boogers of a 7-year-old." - Charlie Sheen
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Um...not sure about other posts but nothing on HJT is to be taken seriously. It's all in good fun. I'm sorry that others forgot that or didn't know. I love your sense of humor. Maybe some people don't get you. That's their problem, not yours! ***
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Ah Bardi, you're perfect...some peoples just can't take perfect. Truly, you are one of the sweetest men I know, and have been for years. An empathetic heart if ever there was one...You've never made me feel like just a few "pixel's". Your heart is beautiful and tender, so please Bardi, don't let someone else make you feel bad. Hugs darling man!! I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn
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Drama is an elective. Unfortunately too many people seem to sign up for it. I find that those that don't "get" a person take offense to the silliest stuff. You know how you meant stuff, most people know how you meant stuff. Those that took offense, it sucks but you can only be you. Even I have offended people without meaning to.  But I'm only me and can't please everyone all the time, I've just gotta be me. 
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ICDeadPeople2 replies on 4/10/2011 9:42 am: Ahhh Jap.. With friends like you I definitely need a towel May I help with that?
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4/11/2011 9:37 pm |
Well, I'm glad your back and not stuck in the past and that you've pissed on the tombstone of blog-history. I do, however, understand the whole emotional attachment to folks you meet out here. It's a meat-grinder and whether you blow it off or not, it hurts for a long time. I wish there was a salve for it. Jokes and humor and interacting with others helps but there are still holes left where there wasn't any before. Hell the scar tissue doesn't even form properly. Smiles cover it up. But it's still there and will be for a while. Treading lightly takes some of the fun out of the stride...makes it more work than it was before. I feel for you brother! Really. He who has a why to live can bear almost any how. ~Friedrich Nietzsche
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Glad to see you my friend.  [/SIZE]BehindMyBlues
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Drama...followed by more drama...followed by hurt feelings, fucked-off people, bruised egos, blog wars blah blah blah. And all to be repeated every couple of months or so! You know what this place is like Bard, people thrive on angst. If they can't handle the heat... Though I know it's annoying to think you have playmates who get it; then all of a sudden they don't. You my man are one in a million. Thank fuck.
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Boy I just don't get all of this drama going on. I have stayed out of it and now I kind of avoid blogs that are all about who said what to who. I'm not sure how I would deal with it. I'm afraid if I really got mad I would make a few calls, find them and then go see them in person and see what they had to say then. Glad to see you can bury it and let it go. I don't think they are worth the time it takes exchange words with. Take care, JC
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