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Best made plans...
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Best made plans... Of course, the call never happened. So after a few days I gave up on that role, and have been applying for something, anything, like mad. Its been fun - I've been all over the place, one firm even paid to ship me up to Manchester yet realistically I'm no further forward than I was 6 months ago. Apart from emotionally. The Olympic mob have been back in touch... now as I have so much spare time I find myself running a couple of events called "Polar Plunge" - its been a lot of fun distancing myself from the daily job searching and actually getting on with doing something. Along the way I had a major smash in the car - at least that was fixed and no permanent damage done. I actually feel a lot better in myself than I've felt in ages. So close have I came to getting a job I actually secured a house to move into near London again - its on hold presently although if I don't find something in the next couple of weeks I'll have to say goodbye to it. And everything starts all over again... I've had a chance to see what everyone else is going through and it puts my precarious situation into perspective - its not worth getting hung up over, just deal with it and move on. Which is what I'm trying to do. Its such a long, uphill struggle but I know if I don't keep at it my inner demons will win the upper hand and I'll be lost. That will kill me. Literally. I can't let it happen. I'm sorry I've not posted much knee trembling stuff lately, I've not exactly had writers' block but just focused on rebuilding. When its done I'm pretty sure the floodgates will open and I can put down the things in my head. Meantime as I seem once again to only be attractive to the sort of people that don't rock my boat I guess there's nothing lost there. Autumn is coming. I need a break, but I can't allow it until I've earned it. When I'm good I'm very, very good but when I'm bad I'm better  |
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Well, you and I are in the same boat. I've been searching for work since the beginning of the year. Ah, well, I'll be working soon, even if it isn't in a position I like. Good luck, Kitkat The observant make the best lovers, I may not do right, but I do write, I have bliss, joy, and happiness in my life, Kitkat Come check out my blog KItkat1415 check out this post by me Adventures In Body Grooming #39 April Topic Link: What Lies Beneath If April Showers Oh Bloody Hell What Kind Of Weather Turns Me On Bloggers Symposium 40
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