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Keep reminding myself.
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Keep reminding myself. A couple of weeks ago I went on the very best first date I could imagine. We spent some time together the following few days and it was just so nice. It was exciting. I felt content just having made a new friend. I looked forward to one moment at a time. The other shoe dropped. He's realized he's not ready for a relationship. Was I ready? I don't even know... I just knew I was enjoying the moments as they came. We saw each other a few more times.... and this morning it was definite. My body shaking, my heart rattled, my eyes low, and I feel like I want to throw up. It was the first time in 5 years that I met someone that just felt right. We laughed easily, conversed for hours effortlessly and I didn't think about being anywhere other than there. We just sat and talked.... Today trying to remember that you never chase after a man..... he will tell you his truth in the beginning and it is my job to listen. Stop allowing yourself to believe that you were not tall enough, thin enough, pretty enough, smart enough..... You are all you are. If that isn't enough.... you can't change that. Go forward little one and hold your heart a little tighter.... I need air, water, food, sunshine, friends, and faith that when I lay my head down on my pillow that I have done my best to be a good human today. |
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Love Ya Meems! Hope it all works out. You deserve the best!
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He is a fool. You seem like a great lady. I wish I was closer. I would love to meet you. If I ever make it that far west I will look you up. keep trying your mr right isout there.
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