2336 posts 11/11/2014 1:49 am
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part 2 my awaiting mouth.............................................
Ibut they will have to just stay hungry for as I reach and rub on his magical tool he nudges me away, the loose and hurt i had been feel almost becomes overwhelming. Unbearable. I Need him want him. those life sustaining kisses, but instead i am<b> rejected </font></b>and heartbroken..
i roll back over think of my day and reluctantly get dressed and go to prepare his breakfast and lunch for the day.
I have to get it together before i awaken my for his school day.
I say a quick prayer and wait upon the relief to flow into me that life giving energy from above..
my mind is screaming in anger and my heart is beating in tune with my pain. I wipe away my tears take a few deep breaths and think chin up and get busy with my duties of the day focusing my mind and energy ofnthing which are positive min my life.
I may be able to quiet my mind but i need something from my love, my sir , that i cannot explain, who knows what the right word is to express what iI am needing its more than attention. I ...i tell myself enough of this nonsense girl you can do this, put your smile on and remember life goes on and this too shall pass and i continue to breath deep and finally the that life peace giving flow into me. and my smile turms real.. after all he is exhausted from all his hard work 70 hours a week I could never do that. so here I sit here I sit sipping my coffee writing this damn blog,as they all continue to sleep. sighs..............
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please forgive mistakes this is my first real attempt to write since my stroke...
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if love isn't the answer, than I misunderstood the question
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2456 posts 11/11/2014 4:36 am |
ty Walton for your kind words
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if love isn't the answer, than I misunderstood the question
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41171 posts 11/12/2014 11:37 am |
I always sip coffee or wine when I blog - it's wine now!
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