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IS THIS REALLY ALL YOU WANT FROM LIFE
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IS THIS REALLY ALL YOU WANT FROM LIFE I have been on this site now for just over a year, and I must admit I have actually met and chatted with some nice guys and people, but really thats about 0.0000001% of all the millions out there. i know that what I am really looking for probably does not exist, well I must rephrase that because I confess I did actually meet and fall in love with a most amazing guy, my perfect match and mirror. The man of my dreams, maybe the man of many womans dreams..... a guy who just poured love and affection all over me and for 1 month of bliss we shared true unconditional love..... ....Then i flew away on my travels and as he was already married but according to him unhappily and so ready to commit to leaving his wife and starting a new life with me...........we continued to have a distant relationship which however turned too toxic due to the distance, due to childhood hang ups on his behalf about being abandoned which led to huge jealous outbursts, narcistic requests, emotional games and rollercoaster ups and downs ........ .... and finally when I told him I was ready to commit he sent me my favorite flowers and said he would be free after the weekend and needed to tell his wife he cowardly dissappeared. sending Just a short email saying " Jane and I are getting back together there will be no more communication between us " From that moment I have not heard from him. He changed his number, his email, his mobile and work extension etc etc. I guess he had to abandon before being abandoned. I guess his wife maybe threatened to take him to the cleaners. I can guess many things but I will never know as no matter how great the guy was he did not believe in giving me any sort of closure or explanation of his cruel gesture. That being said life goes on and we must take away the posative and leave the negative behind. SFA thought me one thing that I will always thank him for. He thought me that I am ready to commit to the right person (as I have been single all my life this is a huge step for me  )He thought me that love and true love does exist. It is very rare to find but somewhere out there the right mirror and match does exist, and I will keep looking for that special person until that special person also finds that I am his special mirror and match too He thought me to love and not to hate. He thought me that love also means pain sometimes. He thought me that I should not be scared of giving myself wholely to love and to live for the moment. He thought me to be free of my own hangups and catholic upbringing. He thought me to fly and flow with my emotions He thought me that 2nd best is not enough. He thought me that I deserve to be loved. He thought me that I am beautiful in my own way He thought me that there is nothing wrong with dreaming and being romantic He confirmed to me that I have so much love and affection to offer, that I should not waste it on the wrong people. So after all this what I was really trying to say by my blog is IS THIS REALLY ALL YOU WANT FROM LIFE?? Too many of you seek FWB, NSA, FUN, no commitment, no games, fantasies, one night stands, new emotions, new thrills, threesomes, doms and subs etc etc etc is this really what the human race is all about? Just a shag, just some love making fun, just some toys and role playing, just a new thrill?? Where is this leading you too? Will it make you happier or will it just fill the gap of void and lonliness you are feeling? WHERE HAS LOVE, AFFECTION, HUMAN CONTACT AND LIFE DISSAPPEARED TO? Too many of you follow the others like sheep, you put photos of your dicks as your profiles, you write that all you want is fun, a thrill, nsa etc etc and yet when I chat with you and say its not what I am looking for you all say well me too......I just wrote that to seem like all the others. Well stop lying to yourself and me. Just write what you really want and need. We all need love we all need emotions, we all need affection, we all need to be loved and give love, we all need to mean something to someone, we are not a lone island or a fuck machine. Yes sex is important but making love is even more important. Well that's what I think. I do not mind being different and being quirky. I do not mind being disrespected by all you you who have a dick as a brain when you send me uncalled for pictures of your dick and use the excuse that this is an adult site. I know who I am and I know who I would love to love and spend my time with, even if it is just to meet for a coffee, dinner or the rest of my life I know what I am looking for that will complete my already great life DO YOU ?? |
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Open, honest, a pretty tragic, story. For all of them involved. "IS THIS REALLY ALL YOU WANT FROM LIFE??" Some like to screw around but there are also people who want to share good times, good conversations, funny moments, affection, eventually sex (what kind of site was this? lol). Just a pity that the most of us who are having "too" much love inside are "not allowed" to give this love to more than one person. THERE, A LOT OF LOVE, AFFECTION, HUMAN CONTACT AND LIFE ARE BEING SPILLED? xx
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7/30/2019 8:41 am |
WHERE HAS LOVE, AFFECTION, HUMAN CONTACT AND LIFE DISSAPPEARED TO? Have you found the answer?
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