I made a life changing decision a few years ago. After living as a male for a long time and a strict heterosexual, I decided to address my transgender issues by starting my male to female transition. I had kept my little secret hidden from the time that I discovered panties at 13 yrs old till 1981. I finally told someone ,my finance, about my desire to dress and behave as woman. She didn't scream and run away; in fact she said: "let's go shopping". She helped me pick out some things at Macy's and I was in love. We married about a year later. During the 26 years we were married I managed to keep my feminine desires hidden [to be continued]