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My Mind and My Fantasies
 
All that's inside my head. Memories of fun times, and fantasies of what I want.
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The Man and the Sissy Closet
Posted:Nov 11, 2019 6:46 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 9:48 am
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I used to be really into crossdressing. Not to say I don’t love it anymore, it’s just that I don’t have the clothes anymore, and have been with men not wanting to fuck me in panties recently. But for a while, I had a regular thing with this man that helped me explore my feminine side…

I met him online during the old craigslist days. We exchanged emails for a bit, until we got comfortable with each other and he gave me his . I took public transit to his place, so I didn’t show up dressed up in women’s clothes. But I did wear a nude, lacy thong my jeans. I could feel the lacy band ride up above my jeans times, but I didn’t care. It turned me on so much…

He had a nice, small house. Probably the better places I’ve been in with hook-ups. We talked for a bit, since I’m always nervous on the first meeting. We even had a shot of tequila to loosen me up a bit more. We sat on the couch, and he rubbed my thigh slowly. I copied him, and then leaned in to kiss him. We made , tongues tied, each of us moving our hands up and down, slowly moving to each others crotch. We were both rock hard.

I unbuckled his belt, unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. I pulled them off of him eagerly. He didn’t wear any underwear, so his penis up from his pants, already throbbing for . I lightly touched his cock, feeling it’s warmed. It pulsed my touch. Moving my fingers to the head, I felt the wetness of his precum coating the tip of my fingers. I moved down to kiss it sensually, making sure to if he’s enjoying himself. He moaned for to suck his cock, and I gladly complied.

I sucked him off slowly, twisting my tongue around him as I guide him deeper and deeper. I pushed him down my throat until I choked, letting him when I was gagging too hard, then deepthroating him again. Choke, gag, breathe, repeat. I got too carried away enjoying his dick that I forgot to show him my thong. I took off my pants to expose my thong.

“Oh, my good little !” he said. He slapped my ass hard, grabbing it right after. “I got something to show you, .”

We moved to the bedroom, and he showed his closet. My mouth dropped when I saw it was a closet full of women’s clothes. There were dresses, lingerie, nighties, anything you can imagine. He told me to pick anything I wanted to wear. It was a feminine wonderland! I chose a tight, short striped dress. I slid it on, and looked myself in the mirror. The guy came up behind me, and started slowly grinding on me as I admired myself in the mirror.
“You so sexy, ! How about I put some make-up on you.” We moved to the bathroom, where he put on my make-up. He didn’t do much, just some eyeshadow and lipstick. But I’ve never worn make-up before, so seeing myself completely dressed up was amazing. I was so horny.

“Give me your cock, .”

We kissed as we moved back to the bed. He was completely naked, and I was in my tight dress. I sucked him off more to get him harder. He moved down to suck off, and we stayed in a 69 position for a while. He rimmed me, preparing my ass for his penis. I felt his tongue enter me, and I shivered in pleasure. I never been rimmed until that moment.

He properly lubed me up, as well as himself, and put me on my knees to fuck me. I felt the head of his penis stretch my ass open, and I moaned for him. I moaned for his cock. He slapped my ass as he shoved himself inside me. He slowly fucked me, grabbing my ass from time to time.

“You’re such a good little ! You’re so tight for , .”
“Oooooh I love your cock so much.”
“Mmmm ,” he slaps my ass again and starts thrusting faster. “You’re my good sissy , aren’t you, ?”
“Yes !”
“Tell you’re my sissy slut !”
“I’m your sissy slut! I’m your fucking little ! Please fuck harder…”
“Mmmm good ….”

We fucked nice and rough all . I came twice, hands free because of his cock. He came into my mouth, because I begged to have his in my mouth. We laid there afterwards, his and my load all over myself, both of us sweating. We cuddled for a bit, until I had to leave to find my way home. I got rid of most of the make-up on my , but you might be able to tell I was wearing something. I felt dirty riding the public transits back home after that of being fucked. But fuck, did I love it!
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The Gangbang I Wish I Had...
Posted:Sep 19, 2019 5:06 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2019 8:59 pm
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I haven’t had much sex during these promiscuous days of mine online. In total, I’ve had sex with about 3-4 men in total. A couple I met up with regularly, but some were one time only, even if I wish they weren’t. One of these one time men talked about doing a group thing, saying he had a few guys that would love to share me for a night. The idea turned me on, as well as made me nervous…

It takes me a bit to get comfortable around someone, especially sexually. I’m not too nervous to the point where I don’t meet people, but I can be awkward at the beginning. I’m shy and reserved, even if my online ramblings may say otherwise. But it takes me a bit to get comfortable enough to be all dirty and sexual with any partner, man or woman.

So, the idea of meeting up with multiple people to have sex was a bit scary to think about. But it was also a really hot idea too. I’ll admit, it’s one of my hidden fantasies to get fucked by multiple men. To be their cum dumpster, or toy they can fuck to their leisure. Typing all of this is already turning me on…

After the man I was with at the time fucked me nice and rough, finishing in my mouth for my pleasure, he talked about his idea. “I know a few guys that would love you, baby. You are quiet, but deep down you’re really dirty. I can tell how much you love getting fucked in your tight ass, baby. How you love to have a nice, hard cock down your throat. You were begging for my load to slide down your throat!

“You’re the perfect fucktoy, baby.”

I didn’t say anything. I was still coming down from the high of sex. I still tasted his cum on my tongue. One of the best aftertastes.

“What if I got a hotel room for us. I’ll invite my friends to come along. Three men, plus me. So that’s four guys. Four guys with nice cocks for you. We’d take turns with you, sharing you for hours, baby. Four cocks to suck. Four cocks to fuck your ass hard. Four cocks. More loads of cum for you, baby. How does that sound?”

I sat there, naked from our affair prior, in complete awe. It’s one thing to have a fantasy, but another when someone is telling you they can make it happen. “Can I tell you what I want?” I said to him innocently. I felt some cum on the corner of my mouth that I didn’t notice before. I left it there for the moment. The guy nodded for me to say what I wanted to say, and I explained my fantasy…

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I don’t care for a fancy hotel room. As long as it’s no rundown motel place, I’m fine with any room. Just need a bed and four guys. I don’t need to know names, or much about them that wouldn’t affect me. I only want to know them physically. I want to feel them on me. I don’t care about their shape and size, as long as they’re older than me. The guy I hooked up with was in his late 40’s, so I picture the other men around that age too, which is perfect.

We’re all already naked. The four men are around the lone bed in the center of the room, as I lay innocently there. I look timid, but not scared. More curious and yearning. I beckon them lightly to come, as if I had control. But really I’m not the one in control in the room. And I love the freedom that gives me.

The guy I met comes to the side of the bed first, cock erect. I move closer to it, giving it a kiss. I move my tongue along the head of his cock, to all the sensitive areas. I look at the corner of my eye to see the other men start touching themselves, jerking off to me as I start to suck off their friend. Too eager and horny, I start to deepthroat him immediately. I gagged and choked on him. “Yes, baby! Take me deep. Oh, fuck!” I bobbed my head down on him harder and faster. It felt so good to feel him in my throat…

He pulls out of my mouth, and another guy comes up. This guy climbs on the bed, moves toward me and kisses me. We make out there, entangled tongues, while the guy I just sucked off moves to my ass, holding lube. By the time he’s lubed up my ass, the other guy and I moved from kisses to sucking. His cock was thicker than the previous, and felt right at home in my mouth. I sucked and gagged while the previous fingered my ass, first with one finger, then with two to stretch me out.

“Want this cock in your ass while you suck him off, baby?” He said.
“Mhmmm!” I mumbled with the other guy’s cock still in my mouth.

He didn’t gently insert himself into me. He rammed me hard. I would have screamed if I didn’t have a cock in my mouth, but all that I could do was hum in satisfaction. I was on my back at first, with one guy on top of me thrusting his cock in my mouth while the other rammed by ass from the end of the bed. Both sensations were so overwhelming, I couldn’t control the noises of pleasure I made while I was being fucked from both ways. I was turned around on my knees, where both men spit roasted me. The other two men were still jerking off to this, but it wasn’t long before the guy in my ass decided it was time to share.

The guy fucking my mouth stayed for a while, while the other guys fucked my gaping ass. One cock would be more thick and long compared to the others, so I can tell when they switched. But they all fucked me good and hard. The other two guys even decided to fuck me at the same time! They both slid their big cocks inside me, stretching my ass more than it’s ever been stretched. But fuck! I would love to be fucked like that over and over…

The guy fucking my mouth never really left, besides a few times to let the others get a turn. But he loved me sucking him off. He didn’t care to fuck my ass at all, but I have three other guys to do that now. After a while, he finally came inside my mouth. The warmth he gave me was like no other, and I did the courtesy to show him his load in my mouth before I swallowed it. We then made out as the other guys took turns in my ass.

Round one, the first guy came in my mouth, one guy came in my ass, and the other two came all over my face. By the time the others came, blowjob guy wanted more, and I sucked him off. This helped turn on the other guys, and so began round two. We fucked and fucked, taking one or two cocks in my ass at a time, with someone always in my mouth. Blowjob guy came in my mouth again, two more came in my ass, and one came on my face again, now covered in three loads.

I laid there, face covered in cum. Ass dripping cum. Breath smelling like cum and sex. Maybe there will be a round three, or four. I could only hope. I’d love to be covered from head to toe in their cum by the end…

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During, and after telling my fantasy, the guy fucked me some more. I really turned him on by my cum-craving tendencies. Fucking me in many positions, he eventually finished in my mouth again. This time I played with his cum a bit, showing how much I loved his load. After swallowing, we got dressed, and left for what I didn’t expect would be the last time.

I still have never had group sex. And it’s still a fantasy I think about from time to time. I don’t know how nervous I’d be if I ever got into the hotel room with a group, knowing they will be fucking me.

All that I know is when they do start, I’m never going to want it to stop.
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Sex Shop Fantasy (Curiosity in Crossdressing part 2)
Posted:Sep 1, 2019 10:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2019 3:46 pm
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I obtained first pair of panties from a I had sex with in a camper (check blog/erotic stories for that tale). They were plain black, with cum stains on the outside front of them. I assumed they are a woman that the I fucked may also be fucking. But they were gifted get fucked in. I wore them secretly, usually when I masturbated. I added more cum stains them by the time I lost them…

I moved into a studio apartment soon after the black panties era. That was the first time I’ve lived completely alone, which meant I could explore femininity with comfort. Losing pair of panties, I went online order a new pair. This time I got a lacy, nude-colored . I ordered pair see what panty size was. I didn’t order more things at that time. Just wanted get cock wet just a little…

When panties came in the mail, I got so excited I started opening the package before I entered apartment. I was holding them in hands by the time I walked in the door, and slipping pants off as I turned the lock. Seconds later, I was admiring myself in the mirror, looking at how good my ass looked with a lacy on. A can make any ass good, and this was the first time I ever turned myself on.

The next thing I wanted was a butt plug, as well as a dildo. Those are also easily available online, but when putting my on, I got a craving for a bit of risk. The thought of being caught in a , or buying sex toys, got cock dripping with excitement. I was feeling the adrenaline of risk running through body from the thought. So imagine the feeling of doing it…

I got ready head the sex shop. It was cold , so I put on a hoodie, and a pair of jeans that had a small hole in the middle seam around ass. Underneath that I wore lacy . I thought about the lacy band riding up so it’s above jeans. I wonder if anyone will see it. Maybe I’ll have bend down and jeans will slightly fall, or will ride up, showing little secret. I felt myself getting hard by the thought.

I took the public bus, since no could possibly see if I just drove the sex shop. During the ride, I would with the top of , not sure if anyone could see. I kinda hoped someone did. I purposely pulled them up, feeling the pull between ass. I slouched over at times slightly expose back. Maybe no saw. Maybe they all saw.

When I got the sex shop, I walked it with hoodie up, but pulled it down when I got inside since i knew I’d get ID’d. The place I went ended up being more of a porn rental place, with a massive collection of porn DVDs. They also had viewing rooms watch this selection of porn in the back area. The section of toys were to the left of the entrance, and where I walked straight to. Didn’t take long to find the butt plugs. The I took an interest in was a medium sized, purple silicone butt plug. I felt like small wouldn’t be enough for me at this point. I want something to fill me up.

As I grabbed the butt plug, I noticed a man walking towards the toy section. He was slim, a few inches taller than me, greying hair. I guessed him to be in his fifties. He was holding a porno in his hand, with the cover facing me. It had on the cover a transgender woman, with a massive cock, sitting on another man’s massive cock. He looked at me, I looked at him. I hoped he would say something to me, but he ended up walking past me. I didn’t see what he grabbed, if he grabbed anything. I wish he’d have grabbed ass if anything…

I ended up buying the purple butt plug, with a 7 inch purple dildo match. I also picked up a small bottle of lube there. They also had poppers there, which I thought about trying. But chose not get because cost. Maybe day, but that wasn’t the day for .

I went home, got naked, and laid on bed as I started lube ass. I washed toys before the lubing part, but was too distracted by how horny I was to remember it. I lubed up butt plug, too eager to finger myself in preparation. And as I started slipping my butt plug in, I thought about the man at the sex shop…

This scenario, he does come up to me. “ is that for?” he asked, looking at the butt plug I was holding. “, of course!” I’d excitedly tell him, hoping that was the right response give. Then he reached over , backside, and grabbed ass. That was definitely the right response. And then he moved his hand up, feeling exposed , playing with the lace of the band.

He moved his hand away, looking back at the cashier make sure he didn’t see. Then he leaned towards . “I’m in the room on the right, second last. I’ll door unlocked for you, baby.” He grabbed ass more time, before heading off towards the viewing rooms. I was at a loss for words. Was I about to get fucked in a public place?

I moved towards the DVDs, pretending I was looking for a specific video. But the video didn’t matter. After a minute, I grabbed of the many naked women covers, and moved the cashier. I bought the butt plug there, and asked about using the viewing rooms. The guy gave the room at the very back on the right. Good! They may not notice I went into the wrong room.
So I moved to the viewing rooms, already eyeing the door current will be.

I make sure the cashier isn’t paying attention, and opened ’s door. He was sitting, already naked, jerking off his trans porn. The porn star was already riding the guys cock, with her erect cock bouncing up and down with her motions. looks at , still stroking himself. I started strip for him, slowly removing hoodie, then slowly sliding pants down reveal nude lacy . I spun around slowly so he could get a good of all of , and he reached over give ass a good slap!

I gave him a bit of a lap dance, grinding on him with ass, which he loved smack. I sat on his lap, humping him. I grabbed his erect cock, taking over on the jerking. I moved hand down his lubed cock slowly. Up and down, twisting hand around the head. Slow and sensual, as I started kissing him. I heard his moans, they sync with mine as I stroke him faster. “Like that, ?” I asked him. He moaned. “Fuck, baby!”

I had the butt plug stretch myself before I took his cock. But I was too horny now. It was no longer a want, but a need for his cock to be in ass. perception was blind of the entire room beside him, besides his cock. I did was I didn’t expect myself do. No foreplay.

I moved the side get access ass hole, I rubbed his cock on tight, unlubed hole. “You want , ?” I asked. “You want and tight hole, baby?”
“Oh yes, baby,” he answered. “Give that tight fucking hole!”
I pushed the tip of his cock inside , feeling unprepared hole open up for him. As he went in further, I could feel the friction. He had some lube, but not as much as usual for anal sex. I felt the resistance inside me, a tug as ’s penis moved in, . In. . In in , Fuck! This was the roughest sex I’ve had, with ’s cock forcing itself inside , gaining speed from the get go. Going 0 200 in seconds. He turned around doggy style and slapped ass hard as he fucked balls deep. Slap, thrust, Slap thrust. I felt pain, but it was masked by how fucking this all was . wanted , and he wanted hard. He reached over jerk off as he kept his fast pace impaling . Fuck, oh Fuck! I came so hard, so fast, shooting load all over the room. He still kept fucking ass, and I felt like I was still cumming. I felt like I shot off load after load as he rammed me.

When he finally came, it was like a massive rocket going on inside me. The heat shot through me with intensity, making me cum last time. He was still inside me, and I left it that way. I wanted have him inside forever…

All of this was running through head as I fucked myself hard in my apartment. I the butt plug stretch open. Then I pulled it try 7 inch dildo. And did I fuck myself! I rammed myself so hard, fucking myself up, down, putting it on the ground ride. It also had a suction cup, which I stuck body mirror and fucked myself doggy-style. I came and came and came that day, in my soiled , thinking about that man at the sex shop, fucking rough and hard in a porn viewing room.
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Curiosity in Crossdressing: First time in Panties
Posted:Aug 29, 2019 7:05 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2019 3:46 pm
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I’m pretty submissive when it comes to sex. Any demands I may have are usually about my partner being dominant, and taking control of me during sex. I love to relinquish of power for a time, letting my body be out of my possession for whatever use my partner at the time wants. Use my mouth, my hands, my ass. I’m all yours…

I would be lying if I said I never considered crossdressing. It’s been one of those taboo thoughts in my head for a while. The thought of wearing a nice pair of panties, with a matching bra, maybe a low cut tank top and shorts that show off my butt, was a thought that turned me on all the time (writing that started to get me hard already…)

When talking to men online, I started bringing up my curiosities in possibly crossdressing. The first guy that liked the idea was, of course, called daddy. All of my hookups tend to take that alias. He was in his late forties, average built body with not much body hair. Short dark hair, and a good cock on him. He was also “straight”. He didn’t want to kiss, and wasn’t going to mess with my penis in any way, which I was fine with. I was looking to suck and fuck, and that only needed his cock. But when I told him about wanting to wear women’s clothes, that got his attention.

I was “his little girl” from that point on. We started talking as the daddy/little girl type of talk.
“Are you going to be a good girl for me, baby?”
“Yes daddy.”
“You going to choke on my cock, baby?”
“Oh, yes daddy! I’m already thinking about your hard cock in my mouth…”
“Oh baby, you’re gonna be a good girl for daddy, aren’t you?”
“Fuck yeah, daddy!”

We exchanged face pics, which sealed the deal of an online hookup. If you get far enough that I show you my face, we are guaranteed to fuck. So we showed our faces, he gave me his address, and went over. He met me outside his place, standing next to a gate to his backyard. We greeted each other, like one does meeting an online stranger who you’re about to have sex with. He opened the gate, and led me in.

It was a barren backyard, with not much besides random miscellaneous things that didn’t stick to memory. But what did catch my attention was the camper, where daddy was walking towards. He unlocked the door.

“I have someone staying over in my house, so we are going to be in the camper, so we don’t disturb them.”

This probably should have been a red flag for me. But I was too horny and inexperienced at the time. So I walked right into his camper without any thought about it besides daddy’s cock.

It was pleasantly dark inside, with enough light shining through the closed curtains to distinguish things in the camper, but not in detail. There was a full-sized bed in front of the door, and to the side were cabinets. On the counter was a dildo--larger than anything I’ve ever had in my ass--and a bottle of lube. Daddy closed the door behind me, and started rubbing my ass firmly. I felt myself getting hard by his touch. He slapped my ass hard.

“You like that, baby?”
“Fuck, daddy.”
“You going to be a good girl for me?”
“Yes, daddy. I’m your good little girl.”

He reached to the counter, grabbing something I didn’t notice was laying next to the dildo. It was a pair of panties. They were plain black, and aren’t the type of panties you picture when you think of sexy. But they were still panties. When I got home, and was able to look at them in a better light, I noticed the dried cum stains on the front. I guessed they may be the panties for the person he doesn’t want to disturb in his house, which I feel guilty saying that turns me on with the thought.

I was already unbuttoning my shorts before daddy told me to strip. I didn’t put on a show since that’s not what he wanted. I was about to give him what I wanted. Because I was his good little girl. His overly horny little girl, that was already dripping precum by the time I was sliding my panties on. He gave me another hard slap on my ass.

“Oh fuck daddy. I want you so bad.”
“Good girl,” --he started rubbing my ass, firmly grabbing a handful, then slapping me again-- “Show me how good of a girl you are, baby.”

He guided me down to my knees, and I excitedly pulled down his shorts to show his standing cock. I gave him a kiss on the tip, feeling a drop of precum spread on my mouth. I moved my tongue around his cock, wrapping around the head, and sliding down his throbbing shaft. I took him in my mouth so deep I started choking. I got too excited, but I don’t care. I moved up and down, up and down, gagging and spitting on his hard cock, thinking about nothing else besides his cock. He grabbed my hair, moaning with pleasure. I was a good girl.

He pushed me to the bed, face down. I raised my ass up for him, giving him what he wants. What I want. I felt his lubed up fingers rub my tight ass hole. The lube was cold, but pleasurable. I knew what it meant. He slid his finger inside me, slowly, moving his fingers up and down inside me. I moaned for him. “Oh daddy. Yes daddy. Fuck!” I looked down, seeing my hanging cock dripping from excitement, and daddy sliding two fingers inside me. He stretched me out, moving his fingers apart inside me, filling me up. I moaned louder and louder for him. I hoped I was good enough girl for him.

He pulled his fingers out of my well-lubed asshole. I turned to lay on my back to watch as he went for the dildo and bottle of lube.

“Good girls love to fuck themselves with big cocks. Show me how much of a good girl you are, baby.”

I nodded. I couldn’t respond verbally. I was in another place after being finger fucked like that, and was already missing having my ass filled. He gave me the dildo. Luckily he lubed it for me, because I was putting it in my ass right away. Working the head of it in was not easy. Even with being stretched out, this was the biggest cock I’ve ever taken. The pressure from the stretch was something I can’t explain in words. Think of the best feeling in the world, and that wouldn’t compare to this. The more I pushed the dildo in, the more I felt stretched, filled, the most extreme, pleasurable pressure I’ve ever felt. My cock throbbed, but I didn’t touch it. Daddy didn’t want that. He wanted to see how deep I can put this dildo in my ass. And I was gonna show him.

In. Out. In. Out. In and out I thrusted the massive dildo inside me. Fucking my mind empty, thinking only about daddy and this massive dildo in my ass. It was all I needed. I came so hard, first time without touching my penis. The load shot onto my chest and stomach as I kept fucking my ass.
“Fuck baby! You’re a really good girl.”
Daddy grabbed my hand holding the dildo in my ass. He pulled out the dildo, throwing it on the bed, and immediately ramming his hard cock into my gape hole. He fucked me hard and fast. I felt like I was still coming, excited from feeling a real, throbbing cock in my ass. He didn’t slow, he only went hard, balls pounding against my ass. It didn’t take him long to cum inside me, shooting his hot load deep inside me.

He pulled out after thrusting out the last of his load. I felt some of it drip out of my used ass. The warmth filling up my body. I still had my load covering my torso as I laid there. Daddy gave me a towel, but I was still not back from where one goes in moments before, and during orgasm. I was high from him. I wanted him to fuck me again, but he had things he needed to do, and I had to leave.

That was one of the first time I wore panties for anyone. And the start of a curious fetish of mine...
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Sexual Discoveries/Ramble
Posted:Aug 28, 2019 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2019 3:46 pm
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Sexual orientation is very confusing . All life, I've considered myself straight, always wanting be with women. People thought I was gay, and I would get awkward at the time and correct them. This was during younger days, and where I lived wasn't the most accepting of varying sexuality. I was raised think it was gross or wrong want be with someone of the sex. And at the time, I accepted that.

As time went on, and moving from place place, I started getting confused. I was still turned on by women, but the thought of being with a man became a faint fantasy in the back of head. I first noticed it when I had a sexual dream of , going a bar and getting on by a guy. He was a pretty average looking man, was maybe in his forties. He bought drinks, we talked, and then he invited back his place. I knew what he wanted, and I expected turn him down, saying "sorry, I'm not into you like that."

But instead, I agreed to go with him.

Most of the dream after that is a bit foggy looking back. But I remember the moment he pulled his cock. I remember something clicking in mind. This is what I want. After that, the dream blurs. But I know, I probably had the time of life.

I woke up from that dream, feeling a wetness in boxers. Evidence of an amazing dream.

After that, dreams became more on men. Mainly older men. I can't answer why I prefer older men. I just do, and I feel like there's nothing wrong with that. I also started watching gay porn, and getting off pictures and videos of men. I still get turned on by women. But it was men I had sexual fantasies about.

Then day, I decided I needed go from dream reality.

I wanted an older man, and at the time, Craigslist personals was still around. So I posted ads, and responded some that seemed promising. Of course there were failures, and having go through all the possible fakes and flakes. And even I flaked on a few in the beginning that made feel off. That's always the issue with online hookups. But looking for older men was more promising, since they seemed the most honest from what I've dealt with.

One guy the mark. He matched the first guy I had a dream about almost a T. He was in decent shape, thin dark hair, mid-forties. And he had a cock that turned on the minute I saw it. We emailed each other for a while, finally deciding meet up at his house for an evening I always think about.

He met me outside his house, which I asked make sure he was true about he was. After confirming with what I seen of him, we went inside, and had a few shots of rum. I was nervous, but also excited. I took the shots back to back from excitement, letting the alcohol ease tension of the moment. Then I sat down with him, talked for a bit. I called him , which he loved hear. Then he put his hand on crouch, rubbing it lightly. He could feel I was already hard. I reached over for his, already knowing he was excited too. I could see the bulge in his shorts already.

We rubbed each other there for a bit, we started make . hand moved around each other's bodies, while we kept our other hand on each other's crotch. I was the first reach inside 's shorts for his hard cock. I could feel the pre-cum already on the tip of his cock as I rubbed him. I was already dripping before he even reached into pants for mine.

After a while of fondling each other, we moved the bedroom. I pulled over his shorts and boxers before he laid down on the bed because I got too impatient for his cock. I wanted him. I wanted to show how much I wanted him.

I kissed his cock, coating lips with his pre-cum. "Oh , I love your cock so much," I told him. He moaned in satisfaction as I took him in mouth eagerly. I sucked on him, licked him, chocked on him, stroking myself as I'm enjoying his cock. I deepthroated him I gagged, and every gasp of air I had tell how much I loved it. How much he turned on.

After enjoying him for a while, I moved up kiss him. I was on top of him, cock dripping on his stomach from excitement. He started humping me, moving his hard, wet cock between ass. cock twitched when he pressed himself in asshole. He didn't go in yet, merely teasing me. But I was too horny. I started begging for him.

"Please . Give it , please!"

He smiled, kissed , and slid his hard cock inside.

I rode him slow, letting myself feel every inch of him. I felt him stretch my virgin hole open with each thrust, each push deeper. My cock stood hard, bouncing with as I rode him. I gradually went faster, harder on him. moans rose louder and louder with the increase in pace. I moaned for him, calling for go harder and harder.

He grabbed my ass, then we switched positions. He put down, ass up. He gave ass another hard grab, then slapped hard. "Do you want it?" he asked. I nodded, responding "yes, ! I want it so bad !" I even pressed ass against him, which got another good slap. He shoved himself in this time, hard and deep. I cried in pleasure. I've never felt this good before. He pounded nice and hard. I felt his balls smacking against .

I was going cum. I felt it building up. I didn't even need touch cock. I moaned so hard for as I came for him. This made him fuck me even harder. I didn't know it was possible go harder, but he did. I was in pure bliss. I probably came again, but I was too away in another place to notice.

I felt him cum inside me. The warmth of him was a feeling I couldn't explain in words. It was amazing. I didn't know what to say. I just laid there, catching breath. gave a good slap on ass as he pulled himself of . Said I was of the best fucks he had. He was definitely best.

I didn't get another chance meet him again. I thought I had his , but we kept our conversations on the craigslist reply emails, so I lost way of contacting him after a while. I know where his place is, but I wouldn't want arrive of the blue.

I met up with a few more men, which I've enjoyed. All daddies, since I like calling hookups that. But I'll always think about first time, the first . The that took a place I was first scared accept. But now I never want go back.
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