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Never seen myself "do it", is that weird?
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Posted:May 10, 2019 3:16 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2020 1:01 am
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So kinda new to this,
Been that proverbial rock my whole life
A little but heavy rock
Heavier than all the earth we tread upon
So being the this rock
In turn grew up shy,
And nervous,
And very anti-social.
But....
After a while I was able grow,
And learn,
Succeed,
And fail
And fail
And of course
Fail
So I just I decided
Fuck this rock,
And muscled my way
Then I saw the how big the world was
All the sharp eyes,
These violent creatures,
The infinite shadows in these things crept of.
The rock didnt seem so bad now
Then it happened
A friend,
Then another,
And another.
Then things began changing
The loneliness shrank,
The fear diminished,
And light stole the shadows from which creatures crept.
Then one more change
The most confusing,
The most joyful,
The most nerve racking,
The most terrifying yet deepest soul warming feelings came.
Lovem..
I think that's what the outside world called it
And it came in the most beautiful form
Warm to the touch,
Soft on the lips,
And when it got close enough its breath would have every hair on the body reaching to the heavens
This person was so strong,
Yet so fragile
The eyes held a thousand suns,
A smile to warm you better than a raging fire,
And a voice that drowns out every sound, even your own inside sounds wrought with doubt and self loathing.
What a presence,
That demeaner,
The courage,
And steve.
Wait.
Steve?!
Ah! Fuck you steve!
Damn,
I never even got to see myself "doing it"
Hahaha, that was fun. First blog ever, wasn't so bad.
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