just some thoughts
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Posted:Oct 5, 2008 11:21 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 5:10 am
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The first time we met,
I knew I had a friend.
The thing I did not know
is that I would want to
love you until the very end.
Your precious love has
turned my life completely around,
I feel like I'm walking,
but my feet don't seem to
touch the ground.
Sometimes you seem to be
my shinning light
guiding me through the long, dark night.
As I lie alone in bed
thinking of you and I
I wonder if you think of me too
as one more night slowly drags by.
I wish I were there with you,
kissing your sweet lips
under the pale moon light,
and holding you, so very tight.
You really are the man of my dreams
and I can't wait to be with you,
for the rest of my life.
I know our time away
seems like an eternity,
but I'll wait forever to be in your life.
I love you,
I need you,
I want you,
and I will for all my life.....
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been awhile
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Posted:Jul 19, 2008 6:29 am
Last Updated:Aug 7, 2009 2:52 pm
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Hey
I am doing great have met a few really nice people here in Texas It is such a pleasure being back home, got a nice place to live, a great job,and ahappy heart,
Been dealing with some petty grivances but I dont let them bring me down for long , people need to learn to appreciate the little things in life and if someone does good , shake their hand , tell them good job!
Strive to be better, smile when your down, and put a song in your mind , cause life is to short to be unhappy,
Well all of you take care and remember to smile it makes people wonder what your upto 
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stay away
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Posted:Nov 5, 2006 8:02 am
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2006 9:28 pm
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On Oct 31st ,my boyfriend Dave Sunrise Blvd,Lehigh, ,aka lehighbiguy on Gay Hookup Zone or lehighbiguy70 on y threaten me again ,I called him and askk him to not come home if he was going to be like that , he came home,I went to my bedroom , he came in behind me , I ask him to leave my room he said that it was his fucking house and he could go where he wanted , he then proceeded to throw me on my bed choking me and puching me in the face, he threw me off my bed then had me pinned down on the floor , pulling my hair, I tried to call 911, and he took my cell phone away from me, tried to get him off of me by swinging my elbow out and caught him in the eye( which unfortunately i did not black) I tired to use the house phone to call 911 , he took that phone from me and yank the cord out of the wall, by the time i reconnected the phone he had ran out of the house , calling 5 of his friends to come over and lied that they were there during the fight, thenhe called 911 , before i could get hold of them, the cops came found him walking down the street , and took his info from him, then proceeded to come to me and get my info, needless to say since he had called his friends there and they sign an affidavit to the fact i went to jail for 36 hours , so women stay away from this psycho he needs mental help he will foll you into thinking he is the innocent one and turn on you , he is a pathological liar, decietful , and will one day windup killing some poor girl, my advice to you is to stay away , dont let him do to you what he has done to me , to all my friends on here , I love you , and i am doing ok , I will not go back to him , no matter how much he says he is sorry, your friend
canumanagem46
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Just Gotto Laugh
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Posted:Sep 13, 2006 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2006 2:01 pm
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LOL I mean that it is so true when it rains it pours ( dam mosquitos) but I am just taking life what it gives me no expectations , I been down I been up , now just inbetween right now, met some nice people off of Gay Hookup Zone, some I even cal my friends , so dont sell this site off , it nice place to come chat or cyber fight lol, it is the net come on if you meet someone and thier not your type just let them know , just common courtesy , but oh WOW if meet someone and hit it off , dont forget bout you chat room friends , without them how would we get to now each other , ( big cat eatting smile ) so I am just gonna kick back and enjoy life , it is too short to be miserable  , if it is wet lick it,if its hard ride it........mmmmmmmmm
I might love women and men but Hell i will be round for a while so lets kick back have a cold one rollone and maybe if your lucky blow/eat one
hahahhahahhahaha
luv ya
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Just Gotto Laugh
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Posted:Sep 13, 2006 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 5:10 am
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LOL I mean that it is so true when it rains it pours ( dam mosquitos) but I am just taking life what it gives me no expectations , I been down I been up , now just inbetween right now, met some nice people off of Gay Hookup Zone, some I even cal my friends , so dont sell this site off , it nice place to come chat or cyber fight lol, it is the net come on if you meet someone and thier not your type just let them know , just common courtesy , but oh WOW if meet someone and hit it off , dont forget bout you chat room friends , without them how would we get to now each other , ( big cat eatting smile ) so I am just gonna kick back and enjoy life , it is too short to be miserable , if it is wet lick it,if its hard ride it........mmmmmmmmm
I might love women and men but Hell i will be round for a while so lets kick back have a cold one rollone and maybe if your lucky blow/eat one
hahahhahahhahaha
luv ya
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look what i found
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Posted:Jul 12, 2006 4:27 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2006 7:47 am
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She doesnt understand my need to be sexually abused by men , I have this unfulfilled need to be dominated by a man , I even goen so far as to hide my encounters from her so I wont upset her ,I dont really like women I just use her to keep myself from being totally gay, I really like a big cock shove down my throat or in my ass , this is what I found a his blog, he actually doesnt think I know only one person could have made this entry on a blog, so guess I am avialable now , will be looking for a place to live , so someone out there is bound to help me get away from this closet gay guy please !!!!!!!!!!!
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a time to remember
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Posted:Sep 11, 2005 1:18 pm
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2007 4:53 am
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I feel as if I am in a dream and that one day I will remember who I was before I came here, where is that sweet innocent girl, the one that blushed if a man turn his eyes on her or accidentlly brushed up against me, where is the little girl that snuggled up in her daddy's lap holding her precious teddy bear, where is the playful girl that went riding horses on a clear summer day, with the wind blowing her hair behind her, today I sit and wonder where did my innocence go.... did it leave me when I let someone steal my heart and that smashed it to pieces, or was it when my told me she didnt love me anymore, or maybe it was when my left like a thief in the night, not telling me where he was going, or was it when my grandson had to have brain surgery when he was only 3 months old,or it could have been when my husband of 14 years told me to find a sugar daddy, whenever it was I am sure my heart broke into a thousand pieces , never to be whole again,a good frined of mine told me that I have a heart of gold but if everyone keeps chipping away at it all i would have is the hole where my heart used to be, she is dead now and I still remember her words to me after so many years , but for the life of me I cant remember where my innocence went, I guess it is like the old saying you can never really go back home, for maybe there is where it is at. lost along life's long and winding road, many turns I have taken to try and regain my lost self but it is ever elusive never to be found again. Wonder why people try to hurt the one they love ?? Is it selfishness or just being a regular asshole . I look for the silver lining in all things but that is not the case, when you care about someone and all they do is hurt and humilate you, I just dont understand anymore 
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