Obsessed with Lactation
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Posted:May 18, 2005 5:32 am
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2011 11:34 am
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Very early in the morning before it is even time to get up, my body is awakened by the desire to be nursed. My breasts are full from the nighttime when no nursing takes place and are so ready to be suckled. Every morning I have the same thoughts of turning over to my lover and having him put his warm mouth on my breasts and begin suckling. We would not have to utter a word. All wrapped around each other sharing such an intimate time just before the start of the day. My spouse does not understand the beauty of this type of relationship and so these thoughts go on and on in my mind, but never become a reality.
In the course of the day lactation is the focus for much of my time. My diet, schedule, breastcare so many things to think about. The physical, the mental the emotional. On the physical level, I must keep the schedule I have set for myself which is suckling, expressing or pumping every four hours. Putting my own breasts in my mouth and suckling, in the absences of a partner, for about 10 to 15 mins on each side. Expressing has become enjoyable now on Gay Hookup Zone, seeing that so many love to watch.....it was a little boring before that!!
Mentally, I am positive about myself and about what I am doing. I am always envisioning having tons of milk and being able to feed one person over and over in the course of a day. I see myself being so submissive about it all and wanting to be ready and available, full of milk to feed my lover, anytime and anywhere. That thought alone is so heavy in my head that it causes such a longing and deep desire to nurse; it arouses me sexually.
Emotionally, lactation taps into your hormones in such a way that you have a heightened sensitivity to what is around you. The most simplistic things in life give me the most joy. My emotions cause my milk to letdown when I am feeling those thoughts of having someone to hold and to be held. My mind and my thoughts are open to feel for others, to want to be close to others, to want to have them in my arms to nurture them.
My lactation gets hidden away from my spouse, but inside myself there is a voice that lets me know it is all worth it for this experience. My lactation makes me feel womanly and voluptuous, maternal and caring, sexy and sensual, lucky and blessed.....it's special to me and I truly cherish it.
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Adult Nursing
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Posted:May 17, 2005 2:41 pm
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2011 11:35 am
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December 2003 I read on the internet about lesbian women suckling each other in a relationship they called an Adult Nursing Relationship. Very intriguing and stimulating reading that kept me captivated daily. One woman was lactating which she was induced by the other. These women talked about sharing something so intimate and tender, I was so drawn to hearing about every detail. I was longing for something like this. A way to share myself with someone, to hold them and be held with all the affections that lack in so many relationships. They were not talking sex, but something much more than that.......something erotic, intimate, soulful and comforting.
I had to have this in my life, and began inducing lactation. I was so obsessed that I suckled my own breasts 3 times a day for about 3 weeks straight. My milk was in and I was in conversation and roleplaying with individuals who were seeking the same relationship. By now with hormones raging, I had my first experience of nursing someone. It was so beautiful to watch as he latched onto my breast, suckling contently, my whole body was totally aroused. I was captivated at the sight of him suckling what I produced from my body, swallowing my milk was giving me a rush from my head to my toes. So sexually stimulating that I could not keep my body still, I was so wet from the experience. I held him in my arms and even the slightest touch to his skin was arousing me. The visual, hearing myself moan as he suckled me and most of all that physical touch of him holding me and us sharing was something that I could not get out of my mind for days to come. I would never be the same.
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Sex in Your Words
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Posted:Mar 25, 2005 7:12 am
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2009 4:45 am
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What a forum for your sex!! A picture or video, personality and purity tests giving you a reflection of the true you, maybe, or how you want to appear, checking boxes to get you the person you want and what you need, an investment of your time and maybe even your finances!! Your words are a voice of your innermost being. Your writing can captivate and bring so much intriuge as to make one ponder about the soul of the writer. Intrigue that causes such a profound physcial response as to take notice of your own feelings of arousal. Intrigue that can invade the senses to become so drawn by the words that they replay over and over in the mind. Reading them over and over again, unveiling another layer of the writer's thoughts. As you put your words in front of you, revealing your sex, you have not only made someone stop to look, but stay to savor.
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