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"...Would be that I might live another one hundred years so I could spend everyday remembering all the wonderful memories of you." J. Verne
If my thoughts help you, or make you think, smile, laugh, sigh,
or if you are just amused...
they did what they were intended to do.
"Perfection is but a passing, rare flight.
Most of my flying time is spent in coach on a red-eye back and forth from dreams to reality."
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Sic Thought...
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Posted:Mar 1, 2007 11:40 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2007 12:40 am
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With all the news about Anna Nicole Smith, I just couldn't help but think this.
She never had this much trouble getting laid.
Sorry to all the ANS fans.
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Just Whisper...
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Posted:Mar 1, 2007 8:19 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2007 11:24 pm
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Just Whisper...
Playful nights,
laughter...
small talks...
gentle, easy touches.
Exploring each other...
finding faults
and weaknesses...
finding easy terrain
that demands more exploring.
These are the easy nights of love.
When lovemaking is about us...
and we both are enjoying
the adventure.
When every curve of your body
is known many times over
by my hands, and lips...
and you have searched mine, also.
It's the lying side by side time
when our bodies are comfortable,
touching easily..
the smiles and occasional kiss
is shared freely.
Conversation is warm...
deep thoughts explored like
we explored each other's orgasms.
Now,
just whisper where I should begin again.
Tell me what you want...
need...
desire.
Tell me where and what you want of me...
and let the adventure begin...
again.
© copyright unlistedone 2007
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Just a small thought...
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Posted:Feb 26, 2007 1:44 am
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2007 11:41 pm
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Tomorrow the sun will shine.
But tonight...
you make my life...
bright.
Today I'll make you smile.
Why?
Because it's "you"
that I'm doing it for.
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Just stuff about the week...
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Posted:Feb 25, 2007 12:43 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2007 10:16 am
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Just stuff about the past week.
Three things happened this past week that stood out in my ho-hum, boring, I want it to be Spring again life.
1st... My wife kissed me! (Understand, she hasn't kissed me since New Year's Eve. I think she felt obligated to do so that time.) That was yesterday. I had just taken a break from working out. And no, she didn't want anything else. But it took me by surprise!
2nd... This past week marked the end of the first year that I made a change in my life. (Medically, I had to do that.) I have stayed at the same weight now since September. (206 lbs.) I'm fit. Waist is 35/36. I'm thinking I'm going to have to get a size larger in pants though, so they'll fit better in the thighs. I'm happy with the way I look; and I want to keep at it. Can anyone tell me how to get rid of those handles though? No matter what exercise I do, they hang on for dear life!
3rd... A lady walked past me the other day and just hauled off and smacked me on the ass! I felt it for about an hour afterward! She just smiled, and said with a big, sweet smile, "Sorry... I just couldn't help myself."
I told her that was okay, not to worry. It was the most intimate contact I've had in months. To that she laughed, and said "right." (If only she knew I had been telling the absolute truth!)
So you see, even though there are some things I would like to see different in my life, it's still my life and I have to live it. Perhaps mine is better than some. I know it could be worse. (I could've "not" gotten that smack on the butt!)
Today, I'll be at work.
Today, I'll make someone smile.
Today, I'll hug someone and hopefully make their day better.
Today, as always,
I wish for you
a very kind, warm, gentle, loving day.
And in doing so,
mine will be better also.
It's all about
"attitude."
Have a fantastic one!
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The Memories of Love...
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Posted:Feb 24, 2007 2:16 am
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2007 6:30 am
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The Memories of Love...
When times are bad
and the loneliness crowds reality out
I look to my memories of love for help.
I'm thankful for these thoughts...
without them my life would be empty,
since even you have gone.
Looking back on our memories
I see how warm we were together.
Those rare times of love shared by only us.
Just remembering those times of love
erases the thoughts of loneliness.
Sitting here in my darkened room,
I often wonder about the future.
Funny, when I think of the times ahead,
I see you and the memories of love
behind me.
As I continue my journey of life
I'll go hand in hand with my friend, time.
And wherever we may go,
the memories of love ... and you,
will always be there with us.
(End)
Copyright under unlistedone's real name.
This is one of the first poems I ever wrote. I was in my teens. (And yes, I can still remember back that far... and no, I didn't do it by firelight!) I had it stowed away at the beginning of my blog, and thought I'd bring it forward.)
I hope you enjoy it.
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Evaluation Time...
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Posted:Feb 23, 2007 7:27 am
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2007 6:30 am
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After reading, and re-reading, and reading more and more, I am really wondering a lot of things about myself. And how I am viewed by others.
I try here to be honest, and open about my feelings, my thoughts. But that may be the whole problem. Are my feelings, my thoughts, too set? Have I become the person who is no longer open to new things? New ideas?
I was brought up to behave with manners. Good manners. Never insult anyone. To be painfully aware not to ever hurt someone's feelings. Never say an untruth about anyone. Never pick a fight. But never turn away from one; if that is the only way to settle something.
Growing up in the 60's was fun. I participated in every sport available. Always had a date on Friday and Saturday. Went to church on Sunday morning and night. (Usually with a date, too!)
In college, things were much the same.
In the military, well, things did change some. I became more aggressive. With quarterly service reports showing a 4.0 ranking... I was at the top of my field. (Or as close to the top with my rank.) I stood posts that by regulation should be stood by officers... not enlisted men. I had officers during these times that took orders from me. (That was kinda fun!)
Back into the real world, I did the college thing again. (Better this time around.) But I also lost a wife. She wanted something different... and even though it was very painful, I gave her what she needed.
Made my way into the career I wanted. And have been very satisfied within it. I still am.
Married... . (All of them gone now... out of the nest.) Marriage is still good... if you don't mind never having sex anymore. (One of the things that brought me here, in the first place.)
Found this place. (Advice from a relative, got me here) Was looking for what was missing and then found the blogs.
Tiptoed through them for a long time. Never said anything for several months. Then slowly posted. Read the replies. Found people kinda liked the way I thought.
Opened my own blog. Poetry... my first love of writing, was my main vehicle. (Reviews still out.)
I don't mind criticism. I don't mind someone disagreeing with anything I write. I do kinda mind getting blasted though. (I'm human, what can I say. I have feelings.)
I just don't want to be conceived as an old guy, set in his ways, unwilling to bend. (I won't bend, if there are principles involved that I believe in strongly.)
But I do try to be open and honest as I can be. I try to have fun here.
I have made way too many friends that I don't want to lose. Friends as I've said before, like family, is everything to me. They are at the top of my priority list. I will fight just as hard for a friend as I will a family member. And I will care for them just as much.
So, I guess this boils down to this.
How do you see me?
If you could see me do something different here, what would it be?
I'm open for your thoughts. (Just realized how "out in the open" I am.)
Ask me anything you care to ask, and I'll answer.
Have a fantastic weekend! Unlisted
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The Everyday Things... (repost)
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Posted:Feb 20, 2007 1:18 am
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2007 12:14 am
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Someone asked me today what are the important, little things that keep love going. I thought about this poem I wrote a while back.
Have a beautiful day.
Give someone, or just yourself, a smile.
The Everyday Things...
I found myself
silently walking,
lost to the sounds of the sea...
lost to the light
beginning to show itself
on the horizon.
I was thinking about us..
about you.
Wondering,
what I could do better.
What can be done
to ensure your smile.
I always thought
I was more or less
independent...
always
making decisions...
always
carrying my part
of us.
But I found myself
lost in the you
of us.
I realized
that you made
decisions...
you carried your part
of us, also.
The difference
was you never claimed
any sort of independence.
You were satisfied
with the us
we had become.
It was always
what we are together...
and what we are
to/for each other.
Never complaining...
always thinking of what it would take
to ensure
my smile.
We have grown
together...
and apart.
And even though
we do things different
for each other,
we have lost
the things we do
together...
for each other.
It's the everyday things
that keep us going.
The coffee in the morning.
the wishing each other
a good day.
The talks in the evening,
when finally we find ourselves
together again.
The wish of having
a good night
and gentle dreams.
The everyday things
we do for each other
together
by each other.
These are the things that keep us
being us.
These are the things
I also sometimes miss.
And as the sun
started sparkling on the surface
of the sea,
and the air freshened
on my face,
I turned and walked toward home...
to make you
your first cup of coffee
for the day...
and give you
your first smile.
It's just one of the
everyday things.
© copyright unlistedone 2006
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Hmmm.... Or Mmmmm.....
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Posted:Feb 18, 2007 1:41 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2007 10:26 pm
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Hmmmm... Or Mmmmmm...
That's what enters my mind
when I see you,
or think of you.
The way you look;
coming or going.
(I prefer the coming!)
The things you do to me
even if it's just in my mind.
Hmmmm...
thoughtful memories of you
Your smile...
Sexy, bright, sneaky, angelic.
Your eyes...
giving away just to me
what's going on inside
that mind of yours.
Enough to make me think...
mmmmmm!
I love watching you.
I love watching other's watching you,
and wondering... dreaming.
And I love the fact
that you want only me.
It's nice to know
we feel the same way
about and for each other.
You love to make me uncomfortable,
in the strangest of places...
and times.
I may feel that way,
and I know it's fun, too.
I also feel the pride
and the love we have for each other.
Playing,
laughing,
loving,
caring for each other...
that's what you are about.
That's what we are about.
Hmmmm...let's do it all again...
shall we?
Mmmmmm, I hope it never ends.
© copyright unlistedone 2007
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Finding Smiles...
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Posted:Feb 17, 2007 1:49 am
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2007 8:24 am
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Finding Smiles
Finding smiles isn't hard to do.
You just have to look for them,
that's all.
They are all around you,
if you make the effort to see them.
Of course, if you have a smile
of your own,
you'll see more than the person
who isn't smiling.
Pass by me and smile...
and I'll smile back at you.
(I'll probably smile at you first;
unless I'm lost in thought somewhere.)
Just take the time to smile,
whether you feel like it at the time or not.
Before you know it,
you'll be surrounded with smiles...
and your day will change
into the warm day
you were wishing for
all along.
Take the time to smile.
You'll be glad you did...
and when I see you,
I won't worry about
what's made you so sad.
© copyright unlistedone 2007
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Know I
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Posted:Feb 16, 2007 11:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2007 1:48 am
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Repost
(Easing my way into this...)
Know I'm Here...
Whenever the day
has beaten you
to the point that only shadows
know your face...
whenever the sounds
are so silent
they feel like screams
within your mind.
Know I'm here.
Being alone
as I am now,
watching others go about
doing what they normally do...
wondering if the smile I see is real-
or just put there to hide
what you really feel.
Know I'm here.
Thoughts of faith
love
joy
desire
togetherness...
all have places of ease...
and everyone has places for them.
We just sometimes close the door
and don't allow them in.
Know I'm here.
Sharing a friendship
is a special place...
but doesn't quite fill
the space marked for love.
Familiar easy smiles
won't exactly fill up...
togetherness, within it's cup.
Know I'm here.
We all search
sometimes finding
the thing we all need the most.
Mostly, we might settle.
For having something
is better than having nothing.
Or is that something
really worth having?
Know I'm here.
Dream of life
it's joy and ease and comfort.
Never quit til it's found.
For if you do stop believing,
Then you may well join me...
Know...
"I'm there."
© copyright unlistedone 2006
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VD...
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Posted:Feb 14, 2007 12:46 am
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2007 12:57 am
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VD...
Coughing, sneezing, runny nose, and way too much work just waiting to be done.
It's three-thirty in the morning and I have work to do "right now." (I've actually procrastinated for an hour already.)
I think I'm going to have to put off Valentine's Day until ... oh I don't know ... maybe April!!!
I hope each of you have a great one though. If I could deliver to you exactly what you wished or dreamed about... believe me... I would.
"May your day be kind and warm,
your lover thoughtful and sincere...
and may your heart remember
how it felt the day
you got your first kiss."
Gentle and most heartfelt hugs to all, me
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I Want... Need...
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Posted:Feb 12, 2007 1:31 am
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2007 11:59 pm
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I Want... Need...
"Durable love."
(I wish for each of you the same.)
I'll finish this soon. Have a wonderful, exciting, sensuous, fantastic, sexy, fun, warm, easy week... gentle hug, me
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Why Bother?
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Posted:Feb 9, 2007 2:28 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2007 10:29 pm
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Why Bother?
Why should you bother?
Why should I?
When we've come to be
so familiar with each other
that nothing is a surprise
anymore.
When just talking
and listening
is a task?
When coming home
isn't really as exciting
as it once was.
So why bother?
Could it be that perhaps
a smile, a touch,
a planned night out
full of your favorite things to do
make you want to try again?
Would the simple things...
work?
I don't know anymore.
Sometimes I want to just scream...
or just walk away
and not bother with it anymore.
But the love is still there.
The desire is still there.
The needs...
the wants...
all the feelings
that I felt for you
the first time I realized
"I loved you..."
it's all still there.
Just tell me then...
what can I do?
How can I make it better for you?
How can I get you
to fall in love with me...
...again?
Or do you really want
to bother with it
anyway?
© copyright unlistedone 2007
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