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Just A Touch  

rm_DariusCole 50M
8 posts
1/2/2007 11:56 am

Last Read:
3/6/2011 10:01 am

Just A Touch

Darkness calls
and still I hide..
Illusions -
all of it,
Though I still wonder
sometimes..
The past creeps up
in plain sight
And stabs me
in the back..
A hazy sigh
as feelings
die..
So cold and numb -
Am I dead?
Trapped
in mediocrity
may as well BE
death,
slow and painful..
Crumbling sanity
isn't funny
so stop laughing -
Oh wait, that's me..
Or somebody
like me -
A reflection
I cannot name..
Eyes so vacant -
what do they see?
Do they see hell,
or do they see me?



Zorianbeauty 55F

1/3/2007 6:09 pm

Mirror mirror
on the wall
Who am i
i don't recall
The face i see
resembles me
Or at least
the person
i used to be
Darkness now
where once
was light
My soul in
mortal plight
My eyes reflect
the hurt and pain
Of a love
that was given
and taken
in vain ...

" Kind wishes sent, for better times ahead "

Or as my mother says " He who laughs last, laughs longest " whatever that means ?? lol ...


rm_DariusCole 50M
384 posts
1/3/2007 6:53 pm

    Quoting Zorianbeauty:
    Mirror mirror
    on the wall
    Who am i
    i don't recall
    The face i see
    resembles me
    Or at least
    the person
    i used to be
    Darkness now
    where once
    was light
    My soul in
    mortal plight
    My eyes reflect
    the hurt and pain
    Of a love
    that was given
    and taken
    in vain ...

    " Kind wishes sent, for better times ahead "

    Or as my mother says " He who laughs last, laughs longest " whatever that means ?? lol ...
Nice response - I like it!

And times aren't so bad right now (although I do wish I could write more...sigh...) I was just darkly inspired.

But I'm sorta like that sometimes....lol..


Zorianbeauty 55F

1/4/2007 10:42 am

Well, if its any conciliation, when you do write, you're words are hauntingly beautiful ...

Dark, who you ?? i never would have guessed that ... lol


angelwaitingforu 49M/55F

1/5/2007 1:09 pm

Hollow screams
echo in the night..
Wrapping around me
holding me tight..
Sufficated
in the darkness
of the night..
Illusions
thrown in the wind..
Blood splatters
back at me..
Looking..
I see you
within your
mirrored reflection
staring back at me..
Hell
will drown us..
Silencing our
screams..
Holding you close
as you slowly
sufficate me..
For hell
has no fury
standing
next to you..


rm_DariusCole 50M
384 posts
1/17/2007 8:41 am

    Quoting rm_EroKitty:
    Hear the sound of mystification explode from your captivating mind...how i enjoy reading your words...more i want more damnit!!!

    ~i use to read/comment on your blog last year when your words were more active...

    i hope all is well and twisted

    dreaming in color and living in texture...ero

    *smiles
Ero -

Always good to see you commenting here!

And yes, I am not too active at the moment... I really wish I could write more, but I am going through an annoying dead period. Join that with some depression (more of a literary depression than a clinical one)...and some 'other' issues (and this is more of the main problem here)...I am kinda left numb to everything right now. It's not a position that I enjoy, but for the moment it is a necessary one.

However, I hope (crossing my fingers here!) that the second issue I mentioned above (the major impediment to my creative output) will be remedied within the next few weeks. At least that is what I hope...

Hopefully I will be inspired (and more disciplined) and produce more work sometime next month...

I really don't like not writing, but for the moment it is more of a self-preservation response than anything...

*sigh*


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